Saturday, January 30, 2010

Problem At Night....

Hello. It's morning and I don't feel right.I feel like i'm never safe. I play outside and see people walking.... my head is so messed up I have to run back home just because I don't trust ANYONE! Then, at nighttime... I have the scariest dreams and I'll wake up everyone by screaming in my sleep... Is there something wrong with me?Mum,dad say nothing,... brothers yes and friends yes. Who do I trust? I can barely go outside cause everything I see gives me bad thought. I'm just trapped in my house.. downstairs on the computer or stuck in my bed. I wish I could go outside and be free from all those thoughts. Walk alone on the beach with my family. Enjoy life.... ButI can't ever do those things.... God, please help! :(

7 comments:

  1. Just think those bad thoughts away! Think of prancing uni-corns and standing Uni-Cows! Think that you're in wonderland!

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  2. Thanks Anna... Bu that won't kill the problem.... :)

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  3. I just face it. You know that only your family are in your house, but you imagine. To make you feel more confident, clench your fists tight, so then you feel safer . if you think there is someone there, when there's not, the clenched fists will make you feel that that intruder jumps out, but then you have a weapon back, your clenched fists.

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  4. There's a new post on my blog by the way!

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  5. Thanks Anna! I'll try that tonight. I'll check your blog too....

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  6. I gave you a tip on getting 1000 moos too there!

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