I'm Stupid...

I am very sad because I have done something soooo idiotic! I have this Robot Dog named Techno and I just put batteries in him. He was just standing there so I walked to get something. I saw him walking but right then, I somehow stopped breathing and he crashed down! His leg came off and he broke. I'M SOOOOOO DUMB! I HATE MYSELF! :( I'm stupid,stupid, stupid! Another bad thing is that I am cold-blooded! I'm always cold and freezing! Even in summer! It's soooo scary cuz I can't walk around that much. At night, my mom will warm up my blanket in the dryer and she thinks I'll be cozy. I actually need 8 blankets to sleep. Sometimes I will get overheated so I throw my blankets off and then I get cold again. I need help! Docter says I might be sick! Come on! I can't be sick for 8 months? Can I? IDK but what I DO KNOW is that I AM SOOOOO STUPID!

Problem At Night....

Hello. It's morning and I don't feel right.I feel like i'm never safe. I play outside and see people walking.... my head is so messed up I have to run back home just because I don't trust ANYONE! Then, at nighttime... I have the scariest dreams and I'll wake up everyone by screaming in my sleep... Is there something wrong with me?Mum,dad say nothing,... brothers yes and friends yes. Who do I trust? I can barely go outside cause everything I see gives me bad thought. I'm just trapped in my house.. downstairs on the computer or stuck in my bed. I wish I could go outside and be free from all those thoughts. Walk alone on the beach with my family. Enjoy life.... ButI can't ever do those things.... God, please help! :(

HEAR ME SCREAM!

Hello. This is Navy B. This is a journal blog where I talk about what I think and what's happening in my life. Please don't comment saying anything rude but this is what I think sooo yeah... that's all. This is basically a blog where you "Hear Me Scream" about my life.....